Back in September around the New Moon in Virgo as I was planning my flower farm I realised I don’t have any proper vases! I had some basic ones, but all one by one broke and my vintage one I got from my husband I knocked off a shelf and it smashed around the time we separated.
I don’t want to throw in big words. There’s a lot of that around. This is my journey and a reflection of my inner world. This is my truth. Right now I just want to surround myself with BEAUTY.
She-wolf knows what she wants. She defends her deepest desires with teeth and claws like a wild animal. She's independent and doesn't rely on people for her happiness. She is not afraid to stand out from the crowd. She is wild, unfiltered and unfettered.
Butterflies know the beauty of transformation. Just like a caterpillar needs to turn into mush first to become a beautiful butterfly, I let everything that didn’t serve me anymore and wasn’t in my highest good dissolve and turned an ugly and unpleasant phase of my life into beauty. I made my own wings.
My photos are my passion. My photos tell a story. MY story. They are my way of capturing the energies I’m feeling, energy I’m in. It’s a whole process.
There was no going back and so many times I just wanted to get out of the car and walk. But obviously I had to keep going. I was tired, hungry, my back was killing me. I came home exhausted, but all that time in the car gave me a lot of time to think.
A moment that changed me. Although it wasn't really a moment. It's been months of diving deep and going within, of facing my shadows. Its not an easy journey, but if you're willing and have the courage to take that leap there is an amazing reward waiting on the other side. It's called FREEDOM.
I found myself standing in front of deep dark abyss of life. The uncertainty of the human experience. The land around me was barren. There was nothing else left here for me.